have you ever feel so lonely between the crowd of people? have you ever feel being ignored by everyone? have you ever feel that you never match with anybody in your life?
thats what i feel right now... i always ask myself "are you a good enough to be anyone friends?", and the answer is always NO. sometimes i feel mad about a little things that i shouldnt think about. sometimes i think everybody left and hate me. sometimes i feel envy to everyone who have somebody to love with. am i selfish? am i paranoid? or its just a feeling that everybody ever feel about? i just dont know, but the only thing that could cure me right now is feel gratefull for everything i have. without it, i'd be very sick hmmm...
honestly, if you could look my heart feel now is like that picture.
