Its Called Struggle

Hello guys, well today is unforgetable day of my life. I finally can say "AKU LULUS" yea Alhamdulilah, i really thank to Allah who gave me this good news. but there's something that make me not really happy today. I did not pass the "undangan" selection. It means i have to study again to get my chance in snmptn tulis. I'm very sad, i cry for hour an hour but i know it wouldnt change anything. I have to accept it, i have to get up to study more hard for getting a chance in snmptn tulis. I should pass snmptn tulis test, MUST! :( Wish Me Luck GUYS!

Once When I was Eighteen (i still eighteen!)

I'm just miss this moment...

this is the first time we hangout together after for a year we never  go out haha true bestfriends are always have a way to comeback. :)

Astik, Sarah & Bori, they both are my bestfriends too. they always made my day at school more fun, yeah you see, my birthday looks more exciting with their attendance. :)

dea is my lovely highschool bestfriends since first grade until now. And yes, at that day we wear the same typical shirt :p

 a pretty a day,(and every fades), is here and away(but born are maids to flower an hour in all,all)- A Pretty A Day, by E.E. Cummings

Sigh

i'm having a hard time around this week. i'm overwhelmed.  im actually tired of acting like i dont care at all, acting like everything's okay. some people may said "then, stop" but i just cant. how many times they makes me feel angry, i just can't tell them. okay thats my bad habit, letting them torturing me, although i was actually able to stop it.

My Bad

okaay call me moron for this time. Because my stupidness, i've lost my best 5 post from my blog. I meant to deleted some my draft post from my blog entry, but because of my stupidness, i forgot that my another post is being included. and yes... i've lost it right now. i tried to restore it but it didnt work. huaa i'm sorry guys :( well for next time, i'd be more carefully. X(

Wide

 Heyhey, kinda late to tell you, but I’ve finally have it! Yes Yes Yes, its instax wide, its my birthday wishlist number 2. YIPPIE! Well I don’t wanna brag, just wanna share my happiness for finally having this lovely instax after a long time I tried to save money to get it (believe me thats not easy). And suddenly when I open elle fanning’s fans tumblr I watch this… tadaaa we have the same camera~

Happy Sunday! XX

I Wanna Have A Date Like This

In this post, i wanna share about my dream date. you know all of those video just make me feeel so envy... i really wanna have a date like this .... but with who? (niall already has a girlfriend,dafuq).but its okay, i'm actually a hopefull person, i wish i could have a date like this someday. X)

1. Say You Don't Want It - One Night Only
George Craig is just perfect!

2. 500 Days Of Summer : Days 34 Scene

The Cutest date i ever watch! 

3. One Day : Ending Part
This is one of the best movie i ever watch! 

4. 13 Going On 30 : Matt and Jenna Scene
I wanna have a boyfriend who also be my bestfriend like this!!!!

5. Step Up 3 : Moose and Camille Dance Scene
if i could dance, it will be my date plan with my boyfriend(if only i have one lol)