Once When I was Eighteen (i still eighteen!)

I'm just miss this moment...

this is the first time we hangout together after for a year we never  go out haha true bestfriends are always have a way to comeback. :)

Astik, Sarah & Bori, they both are my bestfriends too. they always made my day at school more fun, yeah you see, my birthday looks more exciting with their attendance. :)

dea is my lovely highschool bestfriends since first grade until now. And yes, at that day we wear the same typical shirt :p

 a pretty a day,(and every fades), is here and away(but born are maids to flower an hour in all,all)- A Pretty A Day, by E.E. Cummings

My Bad

okaay call me moron for this time. Because my stupidness, i've lost my best 5 post from my blog. I meant to deleted some my draft post from my blog entry, but because of my stupidness, i forgot that my another post is being included. and yes... i've lost it right now. i tried to restore it but it didnt work. huaa i'm sorry guys :( well for next time, i'd be more carefully. X(

Wide

 Heyhey, kinda late to tell you, but I’ve finally have it! Yes Yes Yes, its instax wide, its my birthday wishlist number 2. YIPPIE! Well I don’t wanna brag, just wanna share my happiness for finally having this lovely instax after a long time I tried to save money to get it (believe me thats not easy). And suddenly when I open elle fanning’s fans tumblr I watch this… tadaaa we have the same camera~

Happy Sunday! XX

BEING A BOOKWORMS FOR A WHILE

hi all, so in this new post i'm just gonna share about my activities around this week.

my life feels completely hectic, and just like a few days ago, it is full with study, tryout and test. but, im not gonna give up, i still fighting and trying so hard to study all the lessons. and FYI, starts from 4 days ago, my blackberry messanger has been turned off. i just want to consentrate to my school, national final exam, and also the college. i really want to enroll ITS so bad. and i will do anything for that. so guys, with all your kindness, please pray for me. :')

everyday i always like this, carry a lot of excercise paper

teenvogue + all of those excercise book is my newboyfriend since this month :)

here some inspirational movies i ever watch about education, you might be like it :

An Education

this movie is soo vintage, and soo audrey hepburn style. i love it so much! This movie taught me that education is very important for someone life.

and...

Monalisa Smile

have a great saturday! *ready to study*

WISHING LIST FOR MY 18th Birthday

(made in by Dea Rahmani, My bestfriend :))

so today is my birthday, and yap! its time to tell you about my wishing list :)

Instax Wide 210

iPod Touch 4G 8gb (White)

Foster The People cd Albums and Their Live Concert Ticket in Jakarta (huwaaa!)

A Vans Authentic Sneakers (purple)

Flights ticket to Paris

HEYHO YELLOW

who loves summer?? I do love summer, esspecially about the sun. :) before i sahd goodbye to this summer, i want to wear a bright yellow on my nails, so here we go, HEYHO YELLOW :3

being third grade

Being third grade is feel so hard right now, I have to take many responsibility for every step I choose. I also tired hear my dad reminds me that next year im not a High school student anymore, he said I have to stop hangout with my friends, and start thinking about my school for more. I know he just want the best for me, but… is that the best ways for me too ? I just want somebody cheer me up with a different ways which its more fun and exciting. No mall, No playing my life would be sooo horrible -..-

gratefull is the cure of anything

have you ever feel so lonely between the crowd of people? have you ever feel being ignored by everyone? have you ever feel that you never match with anybody in your life?

thats what i feel right now... i always ask myself "are you a good enough to be anyone friends?", and the answer is always NO. sometimes i feel mad about a little things that i shouldnt think about. sometimes i think everybody left and hate me. sometimes i feel envy to everyone who have somebody to love with. am i selfish? am i paranoid? or its just a feeling that everybody ever feel about? i just dont know, but the only thing that could cure me right now is feel gratefull for everything i have. without it, i'd be very sick hmmm...

honestly, if you could look my heart feel now is like that picture.

MY FAVOURITE COUPLE ARE....

1. The models and The Singers, Alexa and Alex,

could you imagining how very talented they are! the girl is pretty and smart, the boy is handsome and has a nice voice to sing. aah they just like every couples dream!!

2. The Prince and The Princess, William and Kate <3

Their wedding just like a fairytale, everybody watch their wedding and they look very match each other. thats very sweet <3

3. The duke and The Duchess, Chuck and Blair

even the last couple are not real in our life. but their love story just really interesting. i like to see they being together in gossip girl. in other way, they're the most favourite couple on thats series xoxo :D

hahaha honestly theyre just make me envy with their sweet love stories.

VERY SAD VERY DISSAPOINTED in the other way of JRL

honestly until now, saya masih nyesel ga bisa nonton java rockin land. Saya jadi melewatkan si Jared Leto, Shanon Leto and Tomo manggung di Jakarta. dan yang paling sedihnya nihh tiketnya cuma 200rb kalo saya bisa ikut. :( miris kan miris kaaan ? gatau deh kapan mereka bisa dateng ke Indonesia lagi, dan tentunya ke Surabaya -__- oh ya semoga juga harganya juga kayak kemarin. aarrhhh nyesel!

this.... nyesek cuma bisa liat dari video temen yang uda nonton ToT


and then karena jared dkk g bisa dibawa pulang buat oleh-oleh, cuma dapet gantungan kunci dari temen yang ksana hiks

if anyone give me that top, i'd be very grateful. that shirt will be my wishlist this month. ah hopefully i found it on my closet or maybe i wish Sky Fereirra's Closet suddenly related with my closet, so i can borrow her tops and so is she, just like in the narnia right :S